It started dull, just disbelief. But it grew, definitely. It now occupies the bottom of my stomach and I feel slightly sick. In my head I feel lost. In my heart I feel broken, and in my stomach, I'm sick. I try to not let it out. Try to not be that miserable rain cloud on every ones' day. Easier said than done.
I say I think it'll stay over. That doesn't mean that's what I want.
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