sitting here, thinking, right now. i worked it out.
after realising my tendency to skip words while typing, yet while in my mind, ive typed it, i found the true complexity of human nature. (well, at least MY nature) ive discovered that the human mind has a complex method of dealing with the reality of events. it builds up other realities, in which things happen better or worse. we all call upon these personnel alternate realities, even without noticing, this is where all the, "what if that had happened?" and other questions form.
for some reason or another, i have many alternate realities, and i believe that it is the running of these that causes certain absentminded errors and apperances. yet, i seem to be able to keep these alternations sperate from what is real, it never seems to spill over, and the effort for that must really take up alot of brain power.
i have all sorts of versions of events, some that happen better and some that dont, some have even lead to my untimly demise, i dont focus on those alot but theyre still there. some of the better ones have a tendency to casue a great deal of regret. (oh wait hold on, that regret is a form of over lap that i forgot about so what i said earlier isnt quite true) i wont go into any detail otherwise that would take forever, so cut short, we are all overly complex in the ways in which shun what we dont like.
woah, did i come out with that, well i'll be damned, i'm better at this that i thought
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