2010

Well, since most closed-minded humans regard time as a broken, measurable thing rather than a single, flowing stream of universal passing, I shall do what these close-minded people do in order to stay undercover. Treat 'New year' as a time to resolve a difference that you will make to yourself in order to make yourself and the 'year' better.

1) Cut back on swearing.
2) Prolonge my patience
3) Minimise anger
4) Avoid, to the best of my ability, fucking up the best things that happen to me so they dont got away (May/June 2009 as it is measured by us in order to feebly grasp the concept of time is a prime example of me fucking up and losing something priceless)

how on earth...?

im all confuddeled. im comfortable talking to zoe, but how the hell did we go from shopping to eastenders to the pope being pulled over to the cherub series to zoe's suspiscously sex related novels. I just dunno. There were a few things in between that sort of linked but honestly, thats sort of crazy.





Shazam





that is all

Christmas aftermath

My new guitar is awesome, no doubt about it. Got a new shirt (Amy should like that) and some other stuffs.

We iz got a band name now (probably) we are (probably) Lost Bravura, meaning a misplaced or un-findable display of bravery or boldness.

Ive remembered myself now, so there shallnt be a repeat of what happened at Jack's house. I know full damn well it was not sensible so it shall not happen again.

I dunno whether my eyes were just stinging or there was actually a sort of teariness going on. Twould be the first time in years, but that can only mean that it really means something now. I'm not going to let go of this. I'll remember even while others forget...

Who cares if my leg is burning, 'cause baby, you set my heart on fire ;)

This laptop will set my jeans on fire, serious, ITS BURNING ME! But I dont care. Took ages to fully swap the bedrooms around today, theres was so much stuff to move and sort through but now i have sky in my room. Listening to the Resistance on my new stereo. Love it...and something/one else but that'll have to wait until I trust you ¬_¬ actually, it doesnt matter because only Amy reads this shit anymore and she already knows so theres no point in going over it.

Passed my karate grading today, I am now a yellow belt :D

It should be band practise tomorrow, and its way overdue, must have been 5 weeks now since the last time. If it is cancelled again, I shall be most dissapointed.